insomniana

Hey, it's been a "while". You know, it's a bit complicated. I take pictures with my iPhone and edit them with Instagram and then they're in my camera roll. I send them to Twitter and Facebook and Flickr. Flickr. That's the thing. When I sync my iPhone with my Mac then all the photos go straight to iPhoto. It's pointless trying to find all those files in mx "All pictures" folder. 10,000 pictures are too much for me to handle. So it took me this long to go to Flickr and fucking save my own pictures to my desk top. From there I could easy upload new deviations. Now, here I am. Finally I got some instagram photos on here. There are still some m

i posted some photos of me i shot ages ago. some of them never wanted to be publish, but now i can live with them. it's a good way to show who i was back then. funny how people change, how i changed. makes me some kind of sad. thinking about how sad i was. god, i've changed so much. i was a depressed, confused, sick rocker girl that didn't know where to go. now i'm.. i don't know. more grown-up, of course. not depressed and sick anymore. i know who i am and the way i wanna be. i don't care anymore about what all the others say what's right. i don't care about mistakes that much anymore. i think it's okay to be who i am. it doesn't

so i thought i might update my journal again. i've been lazy lately and so there aren't that many new photos. sorry about that. although i don't have that steady watcher-ship. it would be cool if people could see the art in my photos and think more positiv of me. but i can't expect too much. maybe someday i'm gonna start a new account with just well-chosen pictures and not just everything, you know? let's wait and bleed.